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Thursday, August 7, 2008

You're Going To Have To Wait...

Today I went on a roller coaster ride, an emotional roller coaster ride.

I have been happy, excited, annoyed, irritated, dumbfounded, sad, giggly, hopeful, crying sad, tired (if you don't think tired counts as an emotion...just come talk to me), proud, elated, calm, holding back tears, thoughtful, and finally NUMB.

So, if you want to see me express any emotion...you're just going to have to wait because mine are all used up.

Just consider me for the next week or so DEAD INSIDE.

(Do you ever have days like this. I hate/despise them. And then later...looking back...I appreciate them...but NOT for a long long long long time.)

5 comments:

Jill Manning said...

Amen...who ever said tired is not an emotion has never truly been exhausted!!! I hate those days and I am glad that I can't truly remember them after they occur...ignorance is bliss! I hope that you recover soon and that your emotions settle down soon...hopefully in time for your trip to Phoenix, I can't wait!!!

ZaCarrie said...

Perhaps you need to talk about this with someone? Or multiple someones?

Shannon said...

I totally hate those days when they happen, but I must admit that looking back they probably are the decision days for me. I think they're gods way of prompting us to look around at all the things in our life, good and bad.

Ashley said...

I always have to remind myself that without "the bad" we wouldn't recognize "the good". This will help you appreciate all those good times that much more!

I do know what you mean about feeling numb though, hopefully it won't last long.

Mackey Family said...

D'Nell-
Wow I haven't seen you in forever. I was blog hopping today and came across your blog. How is life? I've thought about you alot over the last few years. I would love to keep in touch with you.

Melinda